FallI fell deeply in love with someone I will never be with. It made me so happy, but it made me so sad. I fell for them, but I think knowing that I would never be with them made me want and love them even more. I felt as if I was going mad, but others would just say it was because of love. I didn't know how to overcome it. I couldn't. Many nights would be spent awake, thinking of the conflicting feeling. To love, or not to love? That is the real question. But I chose to love secretly. It was the worst and best mistake of my life. I would do it again, so long as we will be together in one life or another.
Love AddictionI have an addiction to love. No. Don't be confused. I don't have a sex addiction. Mine is purely of love. I am intoxicated by the concept. I am fascinated by it beyond belief. The idea…the feeling…both of giving and receiving. There is pure beauty within the concept of love. A concept and feeling that I was hardly ever exposed to. The idea of love coming from a family makes me weep inside. I wish I had that. But at least I always had my mother's love. The idea of love coming from a friend…I wish I had that when I was a small child..At least I can say that I have that now. The idea of love coming from a lover…I wish I knew what that felt like. Alas, I can only imagine and write out what I THINK it feels like, and the thought of someone else falling in love with you…I could only imagine that it feels like no other feeling on earth. So yes, I do have an addiction…an addiction to love and the passion that comes along with it for another human being. Ever
OftenShe often said that she would never find love. Often it was that she felt alone. Often it was that she felt unloved. Often she felt discouraged. But she didn't know the real truth. There was someone out there waiting for her.
In your dreamsI came up from behind you, wrapping my arms around your waist. I pulled you closer, our bodies pressed against each other's lightly. I cooed gently-softly in your ear. 'Relax…' I purred, feeling your body become tenser. But it was as if I casted a spell over you. You listened, relaxing…melting into my arms. Your head tilted back, resting upon my chest. Your eyes closed gently as a scarlet pigment painted your cheeks. I smiled warmly, purring softly…'if only this moment could last forever.' But alas, when you opened your eyes, I was gone. It was all just a dream.
A MomentI took the plunge.I couldn’t resist.The feeling of your lips…The taste…I had to…It kept me from going mad.Although I must admit…I blushed madly as they met.My heart pounded inside my breast.We pulled away though…We had to catch our breaths.Just one kiss…Just one moment…Was the best moment out of my life.I can’t wait for that moment to happen again.
Heart and SoulThey tugged at the strings of my heart. But they only wanted a small piece of it.While some were blood thirsty for an entire heart, others just wanted a taste of it. They all just wanted to say that they were able to claim my heart, but there was something more that they forgot. They never took me whole. They never took my soul into consideration. My soul is the one thing that holds an amount of love that is greater than my heart can ever give. But little do they know, in combination with my heart and soul, it waits for my true love to come.
365 Things I Love About You365 Things I Love About You1. I love how you always make me smile2. I love how you always make me laugh3. I love the way you inspire me.4. I love how cute and adorable you can be5. I love the kindness that you show6. I love how I can always be there for you7. I love how you can always there for me.8. I love how you stand up for the things you believe in9. I love how open-minded you are10. I love your gentleness with me12. I love how you take my breath away.13. I love thinking about you14. I love how sweet you make my dreams15. I love hearing your laughter16. I love it when you smile17. I love you still when your angry18. I love you still when your sad19. I love you still when you're a mess (though you'll always be beautiful to me)20. I love the way you feel21. I love the way you hold my hand22. I love the way you smell23. I love gazing into your eyes24. I love the sound of your sweet voice25. I love how much you've taught me about life and myself26. I lo
Puppet (Mary's theme) - Ib lyricsWelcome to my world that's painted with sadnessThere's no light of sun There you can't hear any sound at allHere I'm waiting silently for you, fatherWhy you were so cruel to left poor Mary alone?lalala...Please take me away, I desperately promise to be a good girl, to be worthy of your loveI don't need the paint books, the dolls and the dresses,Just tell me, why you've left your pictures and gone?lalala...Who are you, stranger with a red rose in your handI liked you from the first sight, I wanna be your friend, Let's playI've never asked for this place that's called my home,But hope, you will be staying with me until the endlalala...Please, don't be scared of me I'm a good girlI just want to be with you to forget my sorrowI'm tired of being the puppet of this worldOh, tell me, why do you want to go with this man?lalala...Is he your true knight in the shining armor?Who'll sacrifice himself just for your sake with no fear But thenWhy he resembles the one, who created
100 ONE DIRECTION FACTS AND QUOTES1. Harry has type B blood (yes, our fandom is crazy, we find out everything)2. Niall's favorite restaurant is Nando's3. Louis likes girls who eat carrots (you knew that was coming)4. The boys made history when they became the first UK artist to debut at #1 on the US charts with their hit single "What Makes You Beautiful"5. One Direction was formed on July 23, 2010 at 8:22pm6. Zayn risked elimination on X Factor because he didn't want people to see him dance7. Niall loves to eat. A lot.8. Harry completely got pranked by Louis and Zayn when they had an actress pretend she was giving birth. But it just proves he's the most perfect person alive9. Harry's worst habit is getting naked all the time10. Zayn has mirrors all the way around his shower11. Harry likes cats12. "Vas happenin'?" ~Zayn Malik13. Harry's birthday is February 1, 199414. Louis Walsh said no to Harry at his X Factor audition15. Zayn's X Factor audition song was "Let Me Love You"16. Liam initially auditioned f
I hate --I hate that I have nothing better to do than to make this list.I hate how I'm going to make about 43578978 typos while writing this.I hate how I'm too lazy to go back and fix said typos.I hate that I don't have word office or whatever to correct my typos.I hate that my computer crashes every other month.I hate how I still don't use a flash drive to back my work up.I hate that I had so many unfinished, near-completion pictures I lost because of said crash.I hate how long it takes me to finish art trades.I hate how people take shit so seriously.I hate that I used to take shit so seriously.I hate how people can take the -internet- so seriously.I hate that there will be those few select people who take these lists seriously.I hate how out of those people, a few of them will pretend to take it seriously, but they really don't, and are just arguing for the lulz.I hate how much I love reading do it for the lulz's stuff.I hate yaoi.I hate yaoi's incredibly scary fan base.I hate
In the shoes of an AspieIn the Shoes of an AspieNote: This is my experiences and thoughts on what it is like to be an Aspie. I understand others have their own experiences and opinions and I respect them for that. The reason I wrote this was a hope that those who read this gain some understanding as to how people with Asperger's live their lives. However each person is unique so their behaviour and way of life may be different to mine.I wake to the sound of my alarm going off. I groan Ugh not again... I grope for my mobile and switch it off; the alarm is rather noisy. Here I go again; having to put on that masquerade; going undercover yet again. If only people would just understand what it is like to live the way I and many others like me have to live each and every day
..Just imagine yourself living in a world where you see and deal with everything differently. Put yourself in the shoes of an Aspie; a person with Asperger's Syndrome. It's a high-functioning form of Autism. It's hard to
Aquella chica...Siempre es la misma historia, se repite una y otra vez sin poder evitarlo, y seguramente no solo es mi caso, si no el de millones de personas.Aunque por desgracia el mio es un poco mas doloroso, ya que no importa cuanto te esfuerces, cuanto procures, cuanto tiempo le dediques, al final tendrá el mismo doloroso resultado...NoEsa chica, esa hermosa chica que es dueña de tu alma y corazón, con cual cometiste el terrible error de hacerla tu mejor amiga para estar siempre a su lado, aquella chica que de repente se convierte en tu razón de existir en este mundo, aquella que te impulsa a que abras tus ojos cada mañana solo para verla de nuevo, que tus pulmones sigan respirando para poder apreciar ese delicioso aroma que te vuelve loco al momento de tocarla, y que tu corazón siga latiendo para poder sentir aquel hermoso sentimiento que invade tu cuerpo...Esa chica... puede también ser tu peor perdición en tu vid
Why Shota and Loli are badSomething has been weighing heavy on my mind lately; The aspect of Shotacon and Lolicon. Dear Reader,Please understand while reading this that this is something that is very personal to me. And please also know that I'm just a normal person. I'm not highly educated. I'm simply an eighteen year old girl. I can't use big words and I'm not very good with manipulation. But please also know that I'm not ignorant. And I can have opinions just the same.I feel it is important to know that one of my parents is in law enforcement. I know a lot about criminology and psychology from discussions I've had with my highly trained and knowledgeable parent. I would also like to make it clear that I'm a strong supporter in respect and tolerance. I belive in letting people belive and do what they want to, even if I don't agree with it. The only exception to this is if people are ge
Helping Hurting PeopleThis is a message I'm sending out to everyone in need of help with the problems, emotional and mental pains they are having. It doesn't matter who you are, what race, what kind of person you are, either you're atheist, gay, lesbian, bi-sexual, straight or what you have done. Even if you killed someone, please don't be afraid, I want to help you. If we talk I'll keep it between us, so no one else knows. You are never too far away to be saved. I won't judge you. Whether you are in pain from people, have pain on the inside, you cut yourself, or even thinking of or planning on committing suicide. It's never too late to change your mind about something. Never give up on life, even when life seems impossible. I want to help. This isn't a fake, I really do wish to help. You have a purpose, you just need to find it. If you know someone who is looking for help or needs it, tell them about me. My e-mail msn hotmail account is mentioned in the description section below.I'm not "perfect". No one
HateI really hate the way she lies. She says she’ll listen, but she won’t. She promises she’ll be there, but she isn’t. She tells me it wasn’t her, but it was. I don’t hate her you know. I just hate everything she is, everything she does. Her smug smile. Her mud brown hair. Her green eyes with a drop of evil. The way she knows how to hurt me. The way she can make me cry. The way she likes it. She knows me too well. She knows how to hurt me. Knowledge is power and power corrupts. She’s the most corrupt person I know.But I can’t hate her; not entirely. After all, hating yourself isn’t healthy.
CompleteIs how I feel whenever I am with you.