Said and DoneWhat will I do now? Now that things have been said and done.What will I do now? Will I crawl away or run?The only thing that I'll ever knowIs that I should've said other things a long, long time ago.When, when will I begin to live again?When, when will I move on?When will I learn how to live another life?What will I do now?Who will I call?What will I do to survive through this life?What will I do?There are so many questions,But the one thing I know is thatYou deserved better than me.What will I do now?Where will I go?All I can do now is sing these sorrows.What will I do now? Now that things have been said.What will I do now? Will I crawl away or run?Well, the only thing I know is that I should've said,that I will love you for who you are.
CriminalWhen all the crimes in the world are done, the innocent are the ones who suffer the most. There is no justice-we like to believe there is, but in reality there's not. We like to think that locking someone away or punishing them in some form is going to bring back what the innocent lost. Pain, crime...and the innocent...never really evens out when you think of it.
BrokenMy heart was once born completely intact…but it was life that destroyed it. From a young age, my heart was beaten so much to the point that it became crippled and fearful of all others. My heart beat faintly within my breast-so faintly that I could not even tell that I was alive. My heart remained like that for most of my life. However, for a brief moment, someone tried to repair its crippled-ness. However, as my heart slowly grew stronger…and I started feeling alive for the first time in a very long time, it was a lie. My heart eventually fell from their hands and onto the floor, left yet again to be abandoned, crippled…broken…dead. Slowly and slowly my heart went back into that faint feeling. Am I alive? Or am I dead? I do not know, but I hope that one day my heart will belong to someone who will not break it. If only that day will ever come.
BirdOne day, I'd like to go to a place where I can be free. Where I can express my life the way I want to express it. A place in which my freedoms to do what I wish with my own possessions are in my control. I want to be in a place that always welcomes my thoughts and my ideas and is never judgmental. But where can I find this glorious place…my utopia? A place unknown to me, but known to those of whom I share a close companionship with? A place perhaps all on its lonesome? A place in the city? A place in the suburbs? Or…perhaps a place even in the slums? I know not where this place lies, but all I know is that I wish to be a bird that flies up above the sky. Such freedom. Such beauty. Such grace that they own. But alas I always seem to find that I am a caged bird who sings-yet I am never let free. Perhaps one day I will be set free, yet I do not see that freedom near. I walk through darkness in hopes that I will stumble upon my dream of freedom. Perhaps I am an idiot for dreami
Varekai: Love and WarNight time has fallen. Alice continues to search for Icarus out in the forest-like areas of the realm. Little does Alice know that Icarus has finally gotten word that Alice has been looking for him. He too has managed to make his way out to the forest-like area, bringing the Skywatcher along with him as his guide (who happens to be carrying a ballon-like contraption that he had been working on from earlier). They soon hear Alice calling out for him tiredly. Icarus quickly makes his way towards her as fast as his broken legs will allow him."Icar-?!" Alice softly cries out."Alice!!" Icarus interrupts her, causing her to turn around quickly."Icarus!" A smile appears on her face as she makes her way towards him. "I'm so happy I've found you!" She happily exclaims."Me too." He says with a smile."I-I was worried about you so much…" Alice replies softly, blushing."Y-you were?" He asks her, feeling slightly flushed."Yes…" She says, inching towards him."…Well…I'm
Tips on making a musical purchaseOkay! So! It's mid-August and save some bunny (money) for really awesome Christmas presents may be on the brain. No? Well, that's okay! After all, there are still a couple of holidays before it anyways! BUT-! In case you are saving up for that really awesome gift for that special someone and you may wanna turn your head towards a musical instrument, I feel that it's only right that I give you some advice! Why me? Well…not only am I a studying to become a professional musician, I've done A LOT of shopping (mainly online) for musical instruments that I need. So today, I'm going to give you some of my personal experiences when shopping for musical instruments-mainly online.Okay! So we all know that when someone starts shopping for musical instruments, a person may feel inclined to want to visit their local music store-which is the first shopping plus. But someone with very little musical background, shopping for their musician or a loved one who has always wanted to lean an instrum
Why?Why?Why was I cursed with these size C tumors on my chest?Why do I have this silly curve at my waist?Why do my friends and family refer to me with ugly names like "her" and "she"?Why is there an empty space between my legs?Why can people tell me "You're a really ugly girl"?Why won't people call me "A nice guy"?Why don't my parents love me for who I am?Why have my friends left me because I'm in the wrong body?Why am I abused at school?Why did that boy on my bus try to rape me?Why don't I want sex?Why have I never truly considered someone "Hot" or "Sexy"?Why can I love someone without being attracted to them?Why does no one care about me?Why can't I trust anyone except my closest friend?Why do my male friends say "If only you were a boy"?Why do I hate myself?Why must I wait seven years to change myself?Why am I...... a girl..?My name is Kameryn Theresa Pratt, and I am an asexual female to male transgender.
Hiccup x Shifter!Reader Part 3: Being Normal!~Skip three months(Don't worry, not Major has happened!....yet....)~By now you learned how to be a normal Viking girl and you learned how to properly use a bow and sword(Not to mention a battle axe...). When everyone found out about your powers, you expected them to run away screaming, but instead, they excepted you for you. But there where a few odd moments when Fish Legs asked you to turn into a dragon so he could write how you transform and how you look in a book about dragons/shifters, and Snotlout hitted on you multiple times, but you left Astrid to take care of him. Astrid broke up with Hiccup but stayed friends. he seems down all the time though... You asked her why they broke up and she only said,"I honestly don't know." You only asked her once. Back to the present.You swung your battle ax harshly at the dummy and you let it rest in the dummy as you panted from being fatigued. You grabbed your water skin and took off your jacket, to reveal some amour that was a gift from Ast
I Want To Be AmazingTo chase the sunset on the shore of the ocean, and be able to hold it there in my hands as the light slowly falls away. To find the ladder to heaven, and climb it to see if the stories are really true. To listen to the soft melody of your heart without complications, and have it lull me to sleep. Those are my hopes and dreams.I want to catch the stars of the country sky and paint them onto a picture just for you. To be able to hold it in comparison to your magnificence, and be able to truly proclaim you the better of the two. I want to climb to the moon and dive off of it, then gently float to earth, not forgetting to say hello to every star or rock I meet.I want to hear the love rushing through my veins, and see the sound coming from the piano in a room with the softest of glows. I want to smell my imagination as I pour it onto my keyboard like cake mix in a pan. But most of all, I want to feel your voice as you hold me close and whisper sweet nothings into my ear.I want
Our story"I love you"I can't believe you said that to me. You. The preacher's daughter. Just said you love me.Holy crud.I must have looked like an idiot because well, you surprised me. I couldn't say anything, heck I couldn't even think. You tried to walk away and get to your next class but I stopped you holding your wrist in my hands.The bell rang and we stood in the hall, you didn't even look at me. I still couldn't say anything, but I thought I should. When you finally looked at me I managed a smile. I put everything into that smile, my acceptance, my love, but also the truth.I'm not gay, I don't love you the way you love me. But I want to be friends, if you'll let me.And for the next two years, we were the best of friends. We went everywhere together; nothing could ever tear us apart.But then you found someone else.When you didn't show up to met me on Saturday I thought it was nothing. You didn't answer my calls; I thought you were mad at me. But when I walked past Starbucks and saw
Sex Scene TipsTrigger warning: rape.Okay, here's the thing: if you're writing a sex scene and you want it to come off as sexy and nice and all of that, YOUR CHARACTERS NEED TO HAVE CONSENT. You know what sex without consent is called? Rape.I am absolutely enraged right now. It's 2015 and people are writing fics where the tone conveys that this scene is supposed to be hot and sexy and cool but there's NO CONSENT AT ALL. "But Amaranth!" you ask me. "This one character isn't saying 'no,' it can't be rape, right?" Yes, I'll give you that rape is sex without consent so saying 'no' does qualify as rape, these other scenarios also count as rape:1. Sex while one partner is asleep.2. Sex while one partner is passed out.3. Sex while one partner is under the influence of drugs and/or alcohol, or has their judgement impaired in some other way.4. Sex while one partner has made it clear they're not interested in sex, whether through body language or vocally.I understand sex can
Oh Alejandro...// I am pretending that on TDWT Alejandro, was sent home, and he confessed his love for her before he left//Enjoy! Oh Alejandro, I miss you so much... Why did you have to get voted off, leaving me all alone on this stupid show... *Flash Back*"And Alejandro takes the Drop of Shame." With the a smirk on Chris's lips"Adios. I guess. Hey Owen can you..." the last part was barely audible to anyone, except for the boy with the blonde hair."Okay Al I will." Alejandro's eye twitched a little but let it slide, because Owen was doing a favor for him.And with that final thought, Alejandro took a graceful jump from the hazardous plane. Just like that he was gone from the plane, and gone from the game.*end of Flash back*Looking at the rose he left me, tears streaked down my cheeks. Oh Alejandro. A single rose with sharp thorns and velvet red petals was all I had to remember him, and it would die in a week or less."Hey Heather?" slowly turning around I saw it was Ow
Merome, Winter Night.~Mitch's P.O.V.~I walk through the forest, with Betty hanging on my back,. Its snowing... Again. Living in the winter biome has beautiful views, but besides that it sucks. My cloths and shoes are wet from the snow and my my nose is frozen. I check my inventory to make sure I have all the wood and I do. The sun starts to set in the horizon and I pick up my pace. Once I get to my house monsters start spawning so I quickly unlock the door and get pulled in, with the door slams behind me.I feel fluffy arms wrap around my chest, I relaxed realizing who it was. Jerome."Where were you?!" He asked sounding relived I was home."I was just collecting some wood, we were running low," I feel my face get warm when I realized he was still holding onto me. When he let go he took Betty off my back and set it on the counter, "here" he said throwing my pajamas at me, " get out of those cloths, there soaking wet, after that we can watch some TV." I nod and head for my room. I strip down and throw my c
100 ONE DIRECTION FACTS AND QUOTES1. Harry has type B blood (yes, our fandom is crazy, we find out everything)2. Niall's favorite restaurant is Nando's3. Louis likes girls who eat carrots (you knew that was coming)4. The boys made history when they became the first UK artist to debut at #1 on the US charts with their hit single "What Makes You Beautiful"5. One Direction was formed on July 23, 2010 at 8:22pm6. Zayn risked elimination on X Factor because he didn't want people to see him dance7. Niall loves to eat. A lot.8. Harry completely got pranked by Louis and Zayn when they had an actress pretend she was giving birth. But it just proves he's the most perfect person alive9. Harry's worst habit is getting naked all the time10. Zayn has mirrors all the way around his shower11. Harry likes cats12. "Vas happenin'?" ~Zayn Malik13. Harry's birthday is February 1, 199414. Louis Walsh said no to Harry at his X Factor audition15. Zayn's X Factor audition song was "Let Me Love You"16. Liam initially auditioned f
MORE Reasons to Hate Twilight1) The books were so poorly written as far as plot and dialogue that they had to have James's group attacking and Charlie in danger from the beginning to have anything to work with.2) While I have "inserted" myself into books I have read, it was generally because I fell in love with a well created character or world. Not because I wanted to have sex with Michelangelo's David.3) After reading Meyer's books I checked the web for outcry by the same people who criticized Rowling for using the occult, and I couldn't find it. To me that's crazy as vampires are part of the occult.4) Crazily enough if you think about it, Meyer's books are worse because Rowling's was not suggesting that humans should mate with the occult monsters simply because they are beautiful and smell good.5) It is entirely sexual attraction from appearance and smell, and lacks substance. It is for this reason that I do not consider it a love story.6) I have found mention that critics are saying that Twilight is horro
CompleteIs how I feel whenever I am with you.