All But A DreamThere was a life like no others that just seemed to captivate every single part of my soul. I could never pin point as to why it was this other life did such a thing to me. It was as if I was in a dream whenever it was that I was in their presence. I didn’t know what was real and what wasn’t. I never wanted to escape the dream. I never wanted to wake up. I wanted to be blinded by a passionate love that I could not lose...But alas, I awoke...and it was all but just a dream.
So here's the thingI really think you are a beautiful human being, and nothing’s going to change my mind about that no matter what you do. Perhaps I say that often to you, but it is true. Some say that this love is the love that blinds me, but I say that it is a love that opens my eyes to a whole new world of life…a better world.
A LifeThere is a life that came into mine. A life that I could not bear to see slip out of my own anymore. A life that I cherish deeper than my own. A life that I have a passion for. A life that I love. And that life belongs to you. That is something that I cannot deny.
KnowI want you to knowthat it doesn't matterwhat happened in the past.Because the only thing that mattersIs we're here together.I want you to knowthat I'll always be right here for youNo matter what happensI'll always be by your sideTo take care of you no matter whatI want you to knowthat I care for you deeplyyou've given me so much hopein life itself.I want you to knowthat even all the songs I'll writeNot a single one of themcould ever repay youfor all the things you've done.And I want you to knowthat I will always love youfor better and for worse...
The Moment We MetFrom the moment I met you…I knew that you would be the one. I knew you would be the one who would be there for me every step of the way-through darkness and through times of joy. I knew that you would be the one who would care for me as much as I care for you-which is something I rarely find in others. From the moment I met you, I knew that it was going to spark something grand-something extraordinary, and it has. For now it is that I have found that I cannot even see a life without you by my side anymore. For now it is that I have grown to need your love. For now it is that I have unconditional love for you. From the moment I met you, I knew that the journey that you and I both would share would just be the beginning…and this kind of journey that you and I share now is the only kind of journey I could ever see us sharing. For it is that our journey will continue to deepen our love for one another, and I can only hope that it gets to the point that our love for one another
HeartI will give my heart to you, but in return all I ask is that you don't break it.
The Real YouDay after day, you busy yourself with things that you enjoy, hobbies that make you content, spend time with people who make you laugh. Your friends see you smile and love the sunshine it brings to them, and you yourself are glad you could give them happiness. They see you as someone to turn to when they need to be reminded that life isn't so bad, that there is a way to express joy through the hard times, and they thank you for helping them, even though it seems like you were doing nothing but being yourself. But it was being yourself that spread those smiles to others, wasn't it? A chain reaction caused by the simple act of your own face preforming the ever so contagious grin. They see you as carefree, jubilant, energetic, and nothing seems to bother you. You love when people tell you you've made them smile, and it makes you smile, glad to know that you brought them happiness.Then you remember who you really are. You remember that they've never seen the real you. You remember that the
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Dear Ex,My heart overflows with gratitude to you for the wonderful way that you've been treating me since our breakup. The past months have been truly enlightening, and the gifts that you have given to me have warmed my heart, strengthened my spirit, and broadened my mind. First, I must thank you for ignoring me, especially for passing me straight on the street, staring at your shoes as if you hadn't seen me there, even though I had been walking so close to you that our shoulders would have bumped each other, had there been only a foot's less distance between us. The time without you has forced me to reach within myself for the companionship and encouragement that I needed to press on. It has proved to me that you weren't as much as I had made you out to be, and enabled me to learn to carry on without you. You taught me a lot about putting others before myself, versus knowing when to put myself before others.Secondly, I am grateful for your petty arguments, demanding my attention while
Amber SunrisesI’m not entirely sure yet. You know, why bad things happen all the time. I’m kind of just here trying to figure all of this out myself. Why suns rise and set, why life comes into this world, and why it always has to end. I sat outside. That darkish blue color was in the sky again. It’s always in the sky. It’s like it never really goes away. And I guess it doesn’t because apparently the blue in the sky is just a reflection of the ocean. I woke up at 6:30am today. And I couldn’t go back to sleep. So I went outside. It was cold outside. The refreshing kind though. It was like a bitter sweet kind of wind and it tussled with the knots in my hair for a little while until they both calmed down and went in their respected directions. There was nobody else outside and it was quiet. I almost fell back asleep until I saw the sun starting to rise. So I climbed up onto the roof to get a better look at this amber fire. I almost fell off but I didn’t (I
Inner Grells' short stories compilation. A kissHe kissed me. Our lips fit together like puzzle pieces and remained connected and immobile for a brief moment. Now I understand the meaning of locking lips in a kiss. Then he pulled away and I stayed right there, with my eyes closed and the feel of his warmth still on my lips. After several moments I opened my eyes. The world swam. He was looking at me with an aloof sort of a smirk, while I was having trouble keeping my balance. I wonder how I looked from the side. Confused? Out of it?"You happy now?" Sarcastic.I tried to think of what to say. Gotta make him laugh. Gotta come up with something witty. Or maybe pout and demand a real kiss? While one part of my mind was occupied with these thoughts, another part honestly reflected on the question: Am I happy? YES. The realization washed over me like a warm wave: I'm happy. He kissed me. Right here, right now, I'm happy."Yes," I answered truthfully. I could feel a smile spread on my f
i wanti don’t know what to write here. that i miss you? that it’s not okay and i want your arms around me? i want the smell of you and your hands on my ears, tangled up in my hair. i want you sleeping and peaceful, fingers like butterfly wings on my spine.i want your car, you and me and highways. i want the night pressed against us and the air thick with sufjan stevens and your voice.i want your grandmother’s house and bumping hips in that tiny kitchen, your queen size bed and cool sheets, sprawling on the carpet in bare legs and baggy t-shirts, rug burn on the backs of my knees.i want kissing in your parent’s half-finished basement, your mother asking my opinion of her hair and you shuffling awkwardly in the hallway. i want curling up with you on a tiny couch, half-listening to movies with dust on my feet.i forgot how you smelled and it’s killing me.
CompleteIs how I feel whenever I am with you.